I feel like I haven't actually sat down and done any serious blogging recently but I haven't felt that clever lately. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't blog unless I can spin some exciting yarn about zombies or radioactive dolphins that has a close allegorical link to whats going on in my life. But I really don't have the creative juices right now to do that so I'm just going to list some of the things going on with me right now...

Heart procedure:

Less than two weeks away. I was really comfortable with it until I met with the doctor who is doing it. He went into way too much detail about what he wants to do and now it seems a lot less like the out patient deal that he made it out to be at first. I was also worried about talking to Lucy about this. My heart issues have a history of freaking girls out and I had scheduled this thing long before I decided to ask her out. Part of me was really considering not asking her out at all until after it was over but I really couldn't help myself. Just try spending five minutes in a room with her and you'd see what I mean. Either way I'm still a little freaked out but the more reading I do on it the better I feel about it.

Work:

Every morning I go into work and sit at my desk and every morning there's some new phone message or email that makes my brain want to explode. I think someone is trying to kill me by irritating me to death with work issues. I love the company I work for but I need to find a job there that actually makes me want to wake up in the morning.

Girl:

Lucy came over yesterday and made pizza for me, from scratch! It was the single most impressive thing I've ever seen a human being do. Until now I thought food was something that magically appeared after you gave money to low payed minority workers. But apparently you can rub a bunch of ingredients together, heat them up, and they make delicious meals. We ate the pizza, went for a walk, and then watched Baby Mama. It sounds pretty low key, but I don't think I've had this much fun with another human being in a very long time. I could probably write another page on how I feel but I've got to keep up this cool guy facade so, yeah... I'm pretty happy...